tick tock...tick tock...

Dating?

Not yet,

still waiting
for the day I know that I can
rediscover

myself,

not her
for though she's now gone,
I know I must continue;

live on

Debating?

Yes,

but waiting
till I once again can believe
without her

picture floating
through my mind leaving me
blind;

for its only her

I see

Ablating?

No,

just waiting
for the grand disappearance
to occur

so that I may begin
again wanting to sense,

to feel
new emotions;

not the unreal